actually, it is bitter. maybe it's just not bitter. but bitter and sour, think about that, how could your tongue taste it? yeah if that was just for tongue and lips, it thought it would be the taste of "filthy nightmare" kiss. but how if it is about you life, actually, phase of life?
well well well..
being not accepted in medical uni in this year for me is a kiss of the combination of sour and bitter.
but, yes. everybody must face a hard time in life. me and my mom have got a vision about this. this is a purgatory for my body. it will kill my ego, my selfish, my narcist, my cocky, my whatever you call as the feeling of "I AM THE GREATEST WITH NO ENEMY" part of my life.
oh, right, i haven't told you all yet. i've got accepted in Nutrition program in a city called Purwokerto. check it here Purwokerto and this is the Universitas Jendral Soedirman. well Purwokerto is not that redneck city even they don't have any cinema there (but thank you Pirate Bay!).
wait, wait. there is good part about it. i can learn a lot from Banyumas' culture. it was amazing though. could you imagine, now i can learn sulukan a la mBanyumasan right from the source. then i can watch and learn Ronggeng, Lengger, and any traditional dance a la mBanyumasan right from the heart of Banyumas. and the thing that is very kool, the food is so damn good. well i feel more happy. :)
at least it's just one year, and next year i will and still try to get the test for medical major in uni and get the title M.D. just like this fucking Leslie Chow from The Hangover trilogy
okie dokie, it is dusk here going to be dawn. and i am writing from my crib. here. a kiss and pose from me and sweet baby Bronx (he's naked and i love all my teddies naked)
well i'd like to share something:
be grateful in everything. let The Lord guide you, not you lead with your own logic. even sometimes you will see it hard, but trust me. whenever and wherever you say no to worry, you face it, you keep the pace, you kneel for it, and you are grateful, you will find amazing things and lessons in your life
okay, i've got to rest and well enjoy every single little thing.
p.s. : i am happy that i have left you. if i don't do it, i do not know what i will be. :p